Cheater ~~~~~~ !!!!!!!!

can anyone tell me what is the point of cheating in exam ? simply just to help yourself pass that paper ? or you really not going to bother what that subject is ? shame of those people who cheat in exam ... cheater should shame of themselves as well cause they learn nothing from class and go to final with an empty brain ... opps ... sorry , with a brain of how to cheat in the next paper ... shame of the cheater ...

Time flied

Time really flied and I had been studied in this college for one year plus ... This semester coming to the end soon as well and I will head back to my hometown for my three close to four months internship in Malay Mail soon ...

The feeling in my heart getting more and more complex because I had a few seniors that I quite closed with going to graduate soon ... Can't imagine my last semester in this college when I back from my internship later on because I used to chit chat with then during my break time in canteen and I did enjoy those moment ... Well, the world just not going stop just for you so life just gonna move on ...

And myself going to graduate soon as well ... Seriously I don't know what I want to do but just to follow certain "path" which lead me to take my degree and then start working like a cow till the day I retire ... Haiz ... Headache ...

But anyway, I should enjoy my life while I can ... Otherwise when I start to work like a cow then unlikely for m to be so relax like now ... Good night ...

General Knowledge

I can't really confirm whether only this college's students having these kind of problem ... I can bet that majority of the students will score almost zero if they been given a test that based on general knowledge ...

Why people around me in this college having this kind of problem ... Lots of people facing trouble when they being given exercise on mass media policy and international politics because they just don't have suitable example for the exercises ... Why? Because these people just do not care about stuff that happened around them ... They not only know nothing much about the past but they also don't know anything much about the present ...

I'm not asking they all to know every stuff that happened around them or the entire world but as least know something about Malaysia ...

Malaysia is our country, no matter how you don't like it and how badly the country treat you, as long as you are doing your whatever daily stuff in this country then you still a Malaysian ... Take any student and asked how many by election we have since the political tsunami or when the actual date this political tsunami happened ... I bet more then half of them won't be able to answer the questions ...

I even heard someone in canteen saying that,"I don't care much about this general knowledge stuff ... What I'm concern the most will be finish my diploma brilliantly and I'm going to learn all these stuff slowly after my study ..."

I was having my lunch when I heard that and I was surprised to heard that ... From my personal point of view, what happened in the past and even now, you also don't know much and cannot make up to up-to-date ... Then how about in future? Are you sure that you can managed to get yourself up-to-date? Sorry for saying so but I really don't think so ...

Well, nothing much to comment anymore and by the way, I wrote this blog because I sincerely I can have more friends to discuss and talk about the general knowledge in this college ... Next week study week and in another week then will be exam week ... For anyone that reading this, good luck for your final exam and god bless you ...

Blog that dedicated to someone

look , i'm sorry for unable to cool my head down today ... maybe because of too tired and not enough sleep causing me to behave abnormal today ...

no matter what happened, i still hoping that it won't change our friendship ... but i don't know what i'm written here will be read by you or not ... ha ha ha ... sometime, i'm just very silly in a way of thinking something ... ha ha ha ...

like what Aniq told me that day when we both hang out to watch the match between Manchester City and Liverpool, he told me that he enjoy last semester more the this semester ...

well, i certainly agree with that ... last semester can be consider as the easiest semester in this college but just I not really sure how I get result that disappointing myself so badly ... most probably i just relax too much ...

last semester was the semester that i start to get known with this fellow - Kiatisak Chua ... I bet that if it's not because of we both majoring in Journalism and at the same time we involve in Mass Comm Society then i bet that most probably i won't known him that well as my pr skill so suck that i rarely talk to people that i not really known ...

but today i think i had done something that might somehow affect our relationship ... i'm really sorry ... maybe sometime i just need to give myself a break and also some fresh air to breath ...

i did have my own work and assignment to deal with but i just trying my best to run away from it ... that's why i always do my work last minutes but still i enjoy this kind of life cause i feel that last minutes work give me more satisfaction ... ha ha ha ... i'll be kill by my parent if they read this ...

maybe the main reason for this to happen was because i'm lacking of passion in this matter ... i certainly believe that if i told that i need 5 minutes of your two and a half hour break then thing may happen to be another way round ... i wish i had but i just don't know what wrong with me nowadays ...

i need a break and i want to run away from here ... i want go home ... i think i really homesick badly ...

Current life

Leg without any reason pain again ... Forcing me to skip all the classes on Monday which include some classes that conducted by my all time favourite lecturer - Mr Aaron and a very strict but very nice - Miss Jenny class ...

Leg start not feeling well on Sunday while in Gurney looking for my new bag ... Well, I thought it's just will be alright when I start doing the exercise that doctor asked me to do ... Who knows that once I woke up on Sunday then I realized that thing start getting worst ... I started to walk like the time I get my leg pain and I just could have a very nice sleep because whenever I want to turnover my body or shape my sleeping position, I'll somehow awake by the pain causes by my leg whenever I move a little bit of it ...

Medication for 2 weeks had finished so I pretty sure that my leg pain because the medication effect had over ... At first I planned not to worry my parent by buying some medicine that recommend b pharmacist but too bad the effect of the substitute were just way too much different from the medicine I brought from KL ... When I called to clinic to get the name of medicine, I was told that without the doctor prescription I won't be able to get the medicine ...

Well, since I got no choice but had to call parent and inform that about it ... They so worry but one thing very strange, they were somewhere near to the clinic ... So they asked me to wait while they will buy the medicine and post to me on Monday ...

Finally medicine reached Penang and I feel like I saw my "saver" ... So as usual, I have my medicine after lunch and then after dinner ... Then the next morning, my leg feel better and I can walk without holding to the wall ...

I think when the time I back KL, I need to go hospital for big "repair" ... Hopefully I'll be alright ...

Recent life ...

Recent life ... Em , how to describe my recent life ? I also not very sure cause again I'm in a state of uncertainty and maybe kinda of lost ... Don't know where am I heading and am I in the right direction ... That's why nowadays I had chosen to talk less and sleep more ... The way I run away from problems just exactly like a alcoholic ... Run away from by problem by no need to think about it when sleep but when woke up from sleep, the problems were still there ... Ha ha ha ...

I don't know how to face all these kind of problems ... It's not that I childish, immature or what and certainly I knew I need to face it anyway in future ... Well, what I can said was maybe I'm just not prepare for something like that yet ... I did know the way to survive in this cruel society ... "When talk with people, talk human language while when talk to ghost, talk using ghost language" ... Of course I didn't really knew how to communicate with real ghost but I did know the way to deal with this kind of people that act like ghost ...

This might be the last time I involved myself in academic and in 2 years time, I'll start my own career and start swimming in the stream of "strong man survived but weak man eliminated" ... Again I did know that happened in any place of earth from the urban till rural ... But who set it to be like this ?? God ?? Of course not ... We, human are the one setting everything ...

When you're small, you're told be behave nicely and study hard ... When you turn teenagers, you start to grow up then you're ask to study harder so you can have a better life in future ... When you finish study, you will be asked to work harder to earn more ... When you married, then you'll be asking to work harder again ... Work harder on ?? Stupid !! Of course work harder to produce more kid ... When you get older, you'll be asking to work harder to prevent your bone from "oxidation" ... Ha ha ha ... When you die, then your family and relative will still ask you to work harder ...

What the hell ?? I already a dead man and lying inside a coffin underground ... How to work ?? Don't worry , they are not asking you to work harder physically but they'll asked you to work harder spiritually so they can earn more money and do any stuff also "smooth smooth go" ...

Come on ... What happened to this world ... Everyone is sick and running low of vitamin M ... M = Money ... Without moeny, you can't do anything but still there are hell lots of stuff cannot be purchase by moeny ... Easiest example, your family and health ...

Argh ... Sick of this world but still I need to survive and I don't know when this never ending cycle will end ... Perhaps end of the day where no human on earth anymore ...

Last thing, I had been asked by one friend on what is the purpose to survive on earth? Simple and easy ... To produce your next generation ...

Moody

I hate myself for cannot control my own emotion ... Why I just can't pretend like nothing happened when things start bothering me too much ?? Why I got such low E.Q ??

Today reached Penang around 9 something ... After finish packing and arranged stuff, an uninvited quest come visit me again - Mr. Moody ... I don't know how to invite him and how to chase him away as well ... It always come to me like that and go away like that as well ...

Gosh !! I just want to tell you that please don't come near me anymore ... I don't want you and I don't even need you in my daily life ... I want to be optimistic like I used to be ... I want my happy life back ...

Cannot concentrate in my work ... Making me had to listen to some hard music to pump up myself ...

Maybe this is just how my mind respond to when I back to this unhappy place ... I just don't like here ... God, safe me please ... I want to run away from here ... Arghhhh ...